Green Eyed Monster

I'm sitting here wishing I were with my boys but sadly, not because I miss them. Oh, I will miss them, but right now I'm just jealous. They are at the beach and I'm stuck at home, working and suffocating from the heat. The truth is that I'm really happy for them to be there, but I was sad this morning, when it hit me that I was missing their first trip to the beach. Their dad texted me a picture of them in front of the ocean and I got teary eyed (not so much green eyed ;). I am so exhausted so I'll write again soon but for now it's off to bed.